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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

no regrets.
good things really do come unexpectedly.
grateful for the good.
brooding about the negatives.
lost some quick, but gained something big.


&despite all the crap, im content.






love is blind.

..it really is.


Friday, August 03, 2007

the hardest thing..


Monday, July 23, 2007

falling (;


Wednesday, July 18, 2007

my goodness. my lifes down the drain. things officially cannot get any worse than how they are now. things have yet to fully sink in too. sometimes i catch myself making plans for the future forgetting that i wont even be around. what the ..? hmm. i feel so numb. like i cant even feel any emotion anymore. i've done so much crying that i cant feel anything. i can't even cry anymore, as unbelievable as it may sound, its true. maybe thats a good thing. feeling pain is never a good thing. ugh, i really wish i can turn back time. go back to the good days when everyone was happy, when life was all peachy. when the day comes when i actually have to go, i can't imagine how i would take it. i just hope i don't break. i swear, i can't take anymore blows.


Friday, July 13, 2007

now, when i look back through all of the memories, i smile, not cry. i survived and im so fuckin glad (: ill never forget both the good and the bad.

i go to the movies too much. i've seen practically all the movies out. i've seen transformers twice, but it was good, so it was worth it. haha. i need to drive. i wanna shop, but i have no money. i need a fuckin job. i ask for too much sometimes.



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